ok..changed the blog skin a few weeks back..from a sweet little princess to a surfer-babe from roxY!!! i think surfbabes are really cooL!!!! surfer boys too... ;) too bad singapore here no wave..i mean gigantic waves...such a waste!!! its not 2.45 in the morning and i'm over here blogging when everybody else is in bed...yupp! i cant fall asleep... aargh!!! hate it!! waiting for wed to come...going for the bbq and steamboat thing at marine bay..or is it marina bay? o well...WAS looking forward for it actually but not after a tiny niny weenie incident...ok..not that small...o well..i wont elaborate..byee
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http://inzigna.blogspot.com/ must go this blog...ok..not being bias...but..its really good..not because he's my cousin or whatsoever.. its good...his command of english..just go...you WONT regret... :) :) :) :)
lester...enough? I linked you already...i put your url as 1 entry...and its part of my MSN nick... think it shld be enough by now..... =D
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Seems like i'm not the only one staying at home to ROT...rui hong is at home rotting too...
Knowing too much things may not help actually..it will only make things worst at times..not all the time...but most of the time...dad changed car...all of us are happy...who wont be when u have new stuffs? my mum. she's not happy that my dad is changing car again...dont understand. due to financial(spelling?) matters? because she has an affection for the current car now? I DO too...i like this current car..though the colour is not very nice...its not very spacious but its comfy!! but..its cramp...
i prefer the new car...!! excluding the colour...some champange gold..how 'nice' i chose silver...my dad chose black..my sis and mum chose gold...fine...majority wins... we chose gold...yucks! dont really care..i'm inside the car anyway...cant see the outside most of the time..haha!!! the inside matter most.
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think this thing has been going around for quite some time...but..i think its really really cool!!! you go duke dude!haha...
anyway...i think all of you SHLD go and listen...its the coolest 'radio station' around...okok...excluding 98.7FM...sorry duke...but..i LOVE that station...haha! You are 2nd... :)
you guys can find it at...http://202.156.214.179:8000/listen.pls
go there...and click 'listen' it shld work...at least it works for me... :D:D
you can even call him to make a dedication...ang yup! HE'S THE DJ!!!!
called once...made a fool out of myself...haha... but..it was fun lah...think i'm the 4th caller? well...i dont know...i just think that its really cool!!!! the only sad thing is...he doesnt have the song that i want!!!! :(
he's in charge of the radio station but i need to download the song that i want for him...haha! but nvm... i will be good.. :)
its a really niceeee song!!! encore by linkin park and JayZ...actually i think all songs by linkin park are nice!!! LINKIN PARK ROCKS!!! currently the song playing on his station is by linkin park!!! -numb- its a great song...
but...'encore' nicer...so...imagine...a great song playing on a cool radio station...ahhhh...wonderful! haha!
do go and listen...!!!
once again its...
http://202.156.214.179:8000/listen.pls :)
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ha! dont ask why i decided to blog once again after i stopped for such a long time...well..i think that's me...haha! undecisive...everytime say something i wont live up to it..oops! hmmm...bascially...LOTS of things took place between the time i stopped blogging and when i start blogging again...yea..i know i'm weird at times...haha! but..not that weird...i'm determined! i am going to improve my english!!! yes! improve my eng!! not chinese..nope...that's out! maybe not really..but..english comes first... :) i simply adore english!! ha!
These few days..think abt 3 days...less than one week...chat with melvin wong* for quite a number of times...but all through messenging...hmmm...he's quite a nice guy lah...not too bad... just sometimes a little irritating...not really irritating...just fun to talk to actually...wrote him 4 testi in a row...long ones...cant believe it myself..haha!
why am i focusing on him? yea..anyway...not really that happy or cheerful lately though nobody knows that...sob* looks can be deciving my friends..you cant just see ppl with a smile and assume that they are happy...ppl tend to believe what they see the 1st time round..they dont bother to understand that person deeper...who cares anyway? I do..haha!! I've been neglected again!! haha! but..these time round not from our class(no...hs..not you)...not from our sch...ahhhh...we were so close once...its just over like this! gosh! some kind of friends... ha!
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okok....gen and sandra...i will update...yea...think you girls know the problem(s) i facing now yea? Hiang Suan...you too...you girls know i problem...yes! i'm falling in love...after some time...haha...that's when i choose single over attached...i dont know what got over me but hey! such things cant be controlled that easily yea? who dont have a crush on someone else? i'm really really upset to learn that i'm...nvm...ppl dont seems to be surprise when i tell them this...haha! agree agree?? seriously...i'm in no mood to blog...so...yea...gonna stop here...
Will be performing for teacher's day...excited or scard? both. I'm worried! with yingen around...i will sound bad for sure...he's like grade 7.? gosh! i'm grade 4? -.- sigh~ stress...stress...and more stress
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well...well...well...went for the spook show...had a great time there...no really actually...when we need to decide on what to have for dinner...in then end we just went off...the 'we' is me, pengrend, tony, melvin(sec2) and maureen(sec2)...yea...left yingen, hiang suan, germaine, delia, valerie and lisa at suntec..yeea..and i know that germ and hs not very happy that we just left like this..but...all i can say is sorry...you guys will taking too long to decide...by the time i reached home is already 7.30...i need to be home by 8...
hmm...during the show...i thought we were all separated...until i know that they were just beside all of us...we sat in this manner if i'm not wrong...from left to right...pengrend, me, tony, melvin, maureen, yingen, haing suan, hmm...then i not very sure already...think its lisa, valerie, germaine then delia? its too dark...cant see the faces clearly...its not as scary as it seems it is...5 segments...lasted for abt an hour 30 mins? make fun of pengrend and his phone...haha! better not say... ;)
after everything...there are prayers and the very last part...those that want...can go forward, all the way infront...infront of the stage...in the end...out of all of us...only i went...pengrend accompanied me though...cause he knows that i dont dare to go down alone all by myself...haha! He prayed for me and i'm really grateful for it...thanks alot... after that...those that went forawrd...went to another room at the back stage...its called the 'consolidation room' , once again...he went with me...met this lady...her name is june...reminds me of ms yeo! gosh! okok...she's a consolidator...till now, i'm still not sure what are they for...haha! think they are there to help us? well...then sign up with fcbc...that's the church my sis attend too...the show is by fcbc by the way...then...yea...suppose to give number but i gave my hp number instead after june told me that she will be calling me...haha! dont wanna get myself into too much trouble...i wanna convert to a christian...i can say i'm already half a christian though i doubt there's such a thing...well...hmmm...i wonder too... she prayed for me too...felt sooo blessed yesterday...haha!
well...get to know many new things abt the religion- christian...though i still kinda doubt his existence...
i hope that i can convert totally and pengrend(again) is trying veyr hard to help...but...due to parent's constraint...i cant...well...that's life...its not fair...but...do i have a say abt that? the only person in my family that wont go agianst me converting will be my 2nd sis...cause she converted a few years back...i'm just repeating history...i cant let my parents know...okok...just my mum...i know she will kill me if she knows abt this...yea...she's a buddhist...i grew up as one but yea...i wanna change now...i am no longer the baby girl they know...ik grew up long ago...they always say that i'm too young to make my own deicsion but...when they need me to do something...they will say that i have already grew up...why cant i even do such stuffs? duh..
-.-''' they are just contridicting...okok...maybe i just need to give them more time? botht june and pengrend asked me...'what religion i consider myslef as?' I feel like telling them...christian...but...can i? yes...i can...nobody can stop me...but...with my 3rd sis and my mum around...its like a hurdle i'm trying to get across...sometimes i couldn't fathom what are they thinking...my 3rd sis wanna be catholic...did she say anything abt herslef? but...when i told her...all i recieved is a cold glare from her and scolding...well...family matters = sensitive matters...that's life...its never fair...
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!! haha! burst out laughing after i heard something from hiang suan*...cant believe it...i wont say who but hey! be brave boy! you actaully cried cos ppl asked you or shld i say requested you to be more serious?!whahaha! I cant believe it...really...i cant...haha! not trying to be mean...but...gosh! i'm not the only one who cant believe it...now...you are angry with me for ignoring u? duh! i didnt...you were just at another table... yes...i admit...i prfer pengrend over you...i prefer jarryl over you...i prefer tony over you...i prefer yingen over you and i prefer sian rui over you...cheng yu,shaun,duane etc......at least those guys i listed above aren't that petty...i rather talk to them in comparision to you...i DO PREFER them over you! i'm not related to you in any ways...leave me alone...you are a guy!You are not even one of my good friends...you dont have the right to choose my friends...to decide who i shld talk to and who not to...be stronger! pls! stop giving in to us... maybe what gen said is true...i dont know what you are thinking abt me...hhow or what i am to you...but...to me...you are just one of my normal or causual friends...no other special meaning... get a life and be braver! pls! i plead you...its pointless to live life in this manner...
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Mr maxx...I know that its impossible for you to read this entry now and ever...i know...you left all of us without a word...you left all of us silently...its really devasting...
I regretted not knowing you earlier...
I regretted not treating you better...
I regretted not spending more time with you...
Words can descirbe my feeling now...its even lower than a grasshopper's knee...I will miss you now and always...
You are the one i look up to...
you are the one i respected...
you are the one who treats me really well...
you are the one i will miss
you are the one who is always there for me...
you are the one who stood with me when i'm down...
you are the one who make my day...
you are the one who i treat you as a friend instead of a teacher...
you are the one who never fail to make my day...
you are the one who starts a new chapter in my life...
you are the one who enter my life and left you footprints...
you are the one i will remember now and always...
Some says that this to help you break free from all your sufferings...i totally agree with that...it will be too selfish of us to make you suffer in silence and get on with life cause we want you to be there for us...i admit...i depend on you most of the time whenever i need help...you are the one i fear of losing...i shed tears for you...but...its all genuine tears...i'm being selfish if i blame you for leaving us...i really miss you...i really do...but...i cant turn back time can i? I hope i can...
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finally! i'm back! yeah! i miss home! camp in school for 2 days 1 night is enough!So much theory!!! theory...theory..and more theory...can sit in there for like 4-5 hours just listening to the consultants...wrote down notes...i'm so tired!!! But...overall...its fun! yea...its fun! maybe excluding the sleeping part...rest if it is great!! That's it! i need my sleep to replenish my fatigue... cant stay awake any longer...
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few days back...melvin* he asked me..'what is a good friend to me?' he asked me that cause i'm confiding in him...now...after he asked me that...i go round asking ppl that question...hmm...now...i'm still pondering over that question...how many true friends do i actually have? Is it those that show me a fake personality? those that wanna control my life? those that get angry over the slightest thing? those that wanna control who can be my friend and who cant? Till this day...i still cant seems to figure that...some ppl seems to be ur best friend at times...but the next moment...she's angry with u....ignoring u when she's the one that started it? You ignore me when a better friend came along...and the 'better friend' is actually one that ignore u once? one that finds u when she's alone...? DUH! U get angry with me when i talk to those ppl that u dont really fancy...but...HEY! its MY life...give me a break! Get angry for all i care...i'm irritated already! Its not the 1st time...get it clear! u cant control MY life! I befriend with who i believe is my true friend! U need NOT care...sigh~ this prob so far only gen knows abt the details...dont think i wanna say much abt this...sometimes...i do pity gen...she's a nice girl...but...sigh~ that's our little secret..:D
Ppl around me are weird....geting weirder and weirder...as usual...they like to show me a fake personality...some seems to be trust worthy and stuffs like that....but the moment u turn ur back...they start gossiping abt what u told them a min ago and that promise not to tell anybidy...
Btw....respect my privacy...i dont read things that aren't address to me and i wont allow ppl to read letters that i write to others and not address to them....remember the word 'PRIVACY'....bad things are taking place one by one...but...do i really need to remain optimistic? It can get real tough at times if ppl around u dont give in to things...mostly are dumb things...
the class photo is with me...what am i require to do with it? kinda lost...well...will settle it on monday...
The trust game is really addictive...haha!! Now besides karen*, sian rui* and me playing...gen* and melvin* is playing too...haha! Be more open-minded peeps! :D
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went to rui hong's house today with karen, sian rui, jarryl and de sheng...had lots of fun there...though i am being insulted the moment we left school...-_-''' but..its fun! he has everything in his house...and i mean everything...haha! we manage to do a 'green-house' on our own..with cabbages and stuffs...it looks quite real...not a bad attempt..:D Karen is now my sister! of course...i'm the younger one...but...nvm...its good to be the younger one...haha...i think karen is really pretty*.We played the trust game too...though only 3 dare to play-karen.sian rui and me...oops! got kissed! haha! but...its not even a kiss...just a slight peck on the lips for less than one split second...;) stayed till 6.30 though i am suppose to leave at 5? hmmm...went home with sian rui...he sent me home...thanks for the cab ride!! haha! spare me from the bus trips... had fun after all the trouble and walking...haha! cant wait for karen to wear the 'vegetable' clothing...looking forward to the presentation...haha! not trying to be mean..but heY! i wrote the word' vegetable' haha!! Still, i think its kinda funny...dont blame me...i didnt chose u...the guys did! ahah! o...stop go round beating ppl...it sure hurts...haha! :)
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just realise that it has been a looong time since i last blog...:D well...nothing much happen lately except for teahcers leaving...hmm...ms yeo left...thats it! maths...gone! She's the one that motivate me to do maths! i seriously do miss her!!! I cry the moment i see her...haha! this simply shows how impt she is to me...she's good...very good! I'm going to miss her...cried badly...most of the girls from my class cried...jas and hui ling cried! surprise!! ian sim and gerald foo left too.sigh~ sad
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today is racial harmony!!! yeah!!! wear the nonya costume...its sooo warm!...after today...ok..that's the final! i hate her even more! It has already excedded my limit of tolerence...enough is enough...sigh~ okok...i know i cant control her life....but...too bad i just hate her...haha! took lots of pics today...mostly for sandra...haha!but nvm lah...put my meomory space to good use...haha! so sian...boring...sigh~
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changes...it takes place in everyday life...which day dont have changes yea? okok...not going to go into that...not in the mood...just to let u guys know that all my friends links have moved! yeah!! Now...its all on the 'moving line'..heex! so if u miss it...wait for the 'another round'...i like it..haha! racial harmony is coming....head ache! working with her is a pain in my a*s...hate her!!! hate her!! hate her!!! aargh!!! hope that i can change her away....aargh!
pengrend is getting weirder and weirder...dont ask why..its my opinion...no offence...heex!
Strangely...i kinda look up to daryl...hmm...strange yea? i kinda like admire him for having the braveness to speak out(up?)...and his english is just amazing! never fail to amaze me...heex... after reading his article...the last one abt the singlish...its really true...the sentence ending with the word 'lor, loh, lorx...etc..' will be totally foreign to others. It doesnt really have a purpose for adding the word that yea? just to beautify ur sentence?haha! okok...after all...to use or not to use...it boils down to the person him/herself... :D
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AArgh!! so angry...cried sooo many times during these two days....dont ask me why...i dont know...my tears too much? or what? emotional!? nah!~ eunice yeo is crap!!! I HATE HER!!! I DETEST HER! I LOOK DOWN ON HER! She is a BIT*H!! PURE BITCH! HATE HER HATE HER HATE HER! Nobody does actually...now we all know where she stands in our heart...haha! she dont even have a position in mine...-_-''' lane but true!The easiest thing to do now is to name out 20 ppl who hate her...muahaha! mean yea? but...too bad...thats the fact and i hate her!SO..I'M NOT GONNA TO CARE HOW SHE FEELS...!i just cant stand the sight of her....hate her!!! shun off!
Bernard.Wendy...this is for you...please dont get the wrong idea...wendy...there's nothing on going between us...dont get the wrong idea k? he really do love u alot alot... :D hope u guys will be together for long yea? :D
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die...die...die...chinese spelling tml..ting xie? Since i promote to sec3...my ting xie...out of 5, i pass like abt 3 times only? AAHHH!!! die! If its liang lao shi then i need not worry..but now...no! its no longer her..its some new china teacher...dont like her...what if i faiL?! ahh! AARGH! ms yeo leaving us tml!!!! I miss her!! Its pretty ironic...i hated her in the beginning...now..i like her alot...as a teacher...she's a very very VERY good teacher...such a waste that she is leaving...i pass my test thanks her! she stayed till 5+ just ot teach jas and me maths! she is the best!! I'm really going to miss her after she leave...mr oliver tan taking over her....ummm...hmmm...still prefer ms yeo! she's the best! i cried for her once! sobsob...most prob i will tear again tml...its her last day here!! sobsob...sob...sob...really really very sad...........
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gosh! what's the problem with her?!Its not that i'm trying to be mean or what...but..whats the problem with u!?! its like DUH! ok..you say u didnt hear us which is pretty impossible? well..if u insist that u DIDNT, what can i do?? I cant insist that u did rite? and even if i insist on that...u will already have told people that we are bad-mouthing abt u at the back of u....lame!! crap... i tell u we didnt! the 3 of us..none of us did! you said we abandoned u but u asked for it yourself...things WONT turn out this way if u actally do the right things..i wont say that u ahve done something very wrong but its still...DUH!~ Get it clear..we are not angry with u...jus utterly disappointed and a little annoyed... and we didnt talk bad abt u behind ur back...
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sigh~ bad day...bad day...maybe it wont be that bad if they didnt ask me abt the class t-shirt design! If they think that its that easy...go do one yourself...that simple design took me more than an hour! and the comment that i recieve is 'ugly'...can u at least not be that direct! Its pretty sad you know? to know that all your efforts has gone down the drain...if i am not in the social committee...i will never bother to try to draw one design to pleas u guys...if u really think its that easy...go do one yourself..nobody..and i mean NOBODY will stop you...doubt i will be doing anything which is related or closely-related to this anymore...since now..i have the racial harmony thing to settle.-_-'''
Another troublesome matter...its like a thorn poking me...painful! i mean the feeling...means i must stand in front of the class and ask them things...which i detest!! talk and shout...scream as if anybody is listening...-_-''' waste of my time! Stil must think of what food...hmm..shld i accompany sandra* to wear the kimono(spelling?)...wish to but dont dare..haha! its nice...very nice...but...hmmm....let me think abt it yea sandra? heex! o..regarding the post-it thing..just forget abt it lah...you know i know...that isnt the frist time she...you know...and i doubt it will be the last..haha! good luck girl! :) I know you will be reading this! i know you will! haha! you are such a great freind to be with! never fail to make me laugh like mad..haha! o..rememebr not to squat in your taf-instructor t-shirt...muahaha!!
GOt my collar pin yesterday..its pretty weird lah..i think..haha..its like..why do we need to wear the pin for? Asked ms sae and she told me its a symbol of authority...wow! haha! but..what for? like the class care...? no..they dont...okoko...at least i doubt they do...Its like a star there then underneath it is the word 'secretary' and its different from other ranks...monitor and monitress... :D Now its still shiny and in mint condition..haha! just wait for abt 1 or 2 months and i believe it wont be this shiny after all..haha!
Racial harmony...
-malay?
-tamil?
-japanese?
-vietnam?
-chinese? and what else? no western food allow...-_-'''
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hmmm...i was thinking abt this a moment ago...why do people treat people differently?huh? meaning...why can one person treat 2 person so differently...??ok...if you actually come and read this..you will know who you are as i asked you this question before...its pretty saddening...i mean for the one who is being treated badly...thats one case..another one is still going on..in my class! Its bad...pretty bad...its like...whats the point of insulting others? What so fun abt it?Its like...so lame!Why dont you imagine yourself in that person's shoes..will you like it if you get insulted everyday!?I asked you, you said yes...but..if that really happens..i believe your answer will be different from now...so what if u dont like her? you think she fancy u? not a bit! Dont be dumb...wake up! be more mature! Get a life..and not insult people because u are just being lame!HellO! wen zheng! wake up! get a life!! Stop insulting people! You think u are that great?! let me tell you...no! You arent....youy have your own flaws! Nobody dont! Will you like it if somebody make fun of your flaw(s) everyday!?! every single day?! I'm not the one being insulted but i am already sick and tired of hearing all those mean remarks! Imagine how will she feels?! She got insulted badly! thanks to you!! Get a life and stop insulting people before you get a taste of you own medicine!
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Hey hiang suan!! HAppy sweet 15th Birthday!! gosh! you are 15 years old already! must take care ah!Can have your own IC already yea?haha... most importantly...take care! all the best!! frens(sista?) forver!!heex!
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sigh~ feeling so restless lately..cant really say restless..i'm still happy and jumping about...okok..so..cant say that i'm restless...but..something is troubling me but the irony is that..i know that i am troubled but whats the trouble thats troubling me? hmmm....*wonder* i hate my chi teacher more day by day..cant understand what she is talking! the accent is far tooo strong! gosh! and the words she use...sigh~ is she trying to let us understand or make us even more confuse than ever? hmmm...maybe thats one of the reason why am i troubled? sigh~ have lots more things to say..but...no mood...
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heex! so gald that i went to the SYF today..haha! It's very fun! didnt expect it to turn out this way...wahaha! so fun! surprisingly...lester is just sitting some where near me...its such a coincidence!! I like the part when we both stood up when everybody is sitting down...haha!! Didnt really get a chance to watch everything though...was busy messenging with bernard's phone...hahaha! Thanks alot bernard! ;) The guys are soooo noisy over there...okok...girls too...but...we all had fun didnt we?? germaine yea??haha..she pratically put me to stand on my two feets duing the singing session...haha! The whole trip there was fun! Its the best school outing i have ever been to...haha!! Its just sooo fun....cant find a word to describe it...hahaha! Its just sooo fun! the worse thing abt this is when we are coming back to school..haha! played true or dare...but...this time round..we are not given a choice..quite a number of ppl play too...not really alot...but...ok lah..have germaine, delia, karina, lisa, genevieve, soo wen, wen zheng and me!! heex... the game part is still ok...just that all the dare have to got with to do with wen zheng as he is the only guy...muahaha! we took a long time to think of a dare..and i think only genevieve done hers..hahaha..thats to kiss germaine!!! ooo!!! hahaha!! did i complete mine? cant really rmb..haha! we got a little carried off though...qi ling kissed me! I kissed gen and vice versa!! ahahha!we have gone crazy! we took lots of pictures too!! just normal frens pic...committe&SC pic... the girls...blah..blah...very fun! The worse thing abt the taking photo pic..there is one pic..i took it with wen zheng..and! i didnt expect him actually to listen to the girls! he actually sort of like hug me! o!!hahaha!!!when did he actaully became sooo obiedent(spelling?)..its just like we are sitting at one of the seats and one of his arms are around me already as i am like falling off the seat so he just being helpful..ok...just because of that hand..all the rumours started once again...-_-''' ok..with the hand over there, soo wen, wen zheng and me took a pic together then after that...thanks to the girls again..i'm standing since the 1st pic..wz was standing too if i am not wrong.. then..those girls expect him to put his another hand around me!!! thanks alot girls!! haha! then..as usual..they took pics of him and me...-_-''' then...its not the ending yet...the girls dont give up that easily...hahaha! i dont know how..we started to talk abt hugs...hmm...then he's still beside me... and think we started to take pics again..then..his hand was still around me? too much things...cant really rmb exactly what happened...as usual..the girls wants the two of us...to...........hug...!!! gosh!! we stare at each other then ok...we gave in to them... we...hug... but...for less than 3 seconds..phew! hahaha!! and..luckily! no pics taken as its too sudden..whahaha! so..once again...the girls persisted...they requested for us to hug again..but..i ran away...run back to my seat...hahahaha!! We took lots and lots of pic...very fun!!! The whole bus is so noisy except for the back...we were all shouting and scraming...hahaa!! ok..didnt really scream...we just talked loudly..haha!! Had a chat with my bio teacher...ms toh...heex...realise that she is really a very nice teacher..hmm...
o..eeting..if u actaully read this..dont be sad ok? let bygones be bygones..you still have us yea? heex..cheer up!!!
lester..if u read this too...i have nothing to do with the guy...hahah! dont get the wring idea yea? ;)
wow...wrote a realy long one this time round...haha! see ya!
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well..went out yesterday..for abt half a day..walk for sooo long and ate soo much! actually is drank so much..haha! stopped so many times just to quench our thrist..we stopped like at least once per hour just to sit down and drink*..haha! can say that lest change alot worx...now closer with him le...edwina too..now so much prettier!!! :D SHe put on some weight too...now as skinner as before...soooo much prettier...took some pictures...but...too lazy to scan in..haha! But..nothing special abt those pics...just that i think now the two of them both changed alot..i mean looks.. bought this toy shark..its like sooo cute!! haha! my finger kinda hurts after playing for like 5 mins..all the 'biting'...aha!!but..its really fun..my parents like it too... ;P wanted to buy a bag actually but didnt manage to get one after all the walking...reached home at abt 8 pm? surprised that i didnt get a single scolding or nag at all!! muahaha!! shall stop here...cya! byeee.. :D
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AArgh!! so angry..nearly slam her in the face after reading what she wrote..she think she is so perfect? I will like to tell her..NO!!! SHe is just another idiot!! Think she is so great yea? flawless? prove it then! Its pointless just saying and not doing it...WHo she think she is?!? Its all crap!~ Can't really stand her at times!OR shld i say...most of the time? Always think that she is the best..the smartest..the prettiest...all is crap! She is soooo thick-skinned...hate her lots!!! One thing for sure..i am not the only one who can stand her.. ;) serve her right!!! okok...getting pretty mean now...better stop now..my blood is boiling within me...phew! One idiot comes after another is gone! crap!!!! Irraiting fellows!!!
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Faint by linkin park...
I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everybody can see
these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe
this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you want what I've got
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make
sense
I say what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear
me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you’re all that I've got
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Now)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
I can't feel
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
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.... :( falling sick once again...suffering from a bad flu and a bad ulcer!!The pain is killing me!!! felling so sick for the whole day! since the moment i woke up..phew! Sneezing non-stop...cant even eat proper solid food for the whole day...no food = gastric pain... aargh!! today just isnt my day...
looking for a decent song for my blog* but cant seems to find any at all! No matter through what search engine, friends...still cant find! still have to go for tuition later on...seriously, i dont feel like going...went to buy a new printer yesterday...bubble jet?? any differences from the other printers??mmm..but it isnt that bad...quite small in size...better stop here now..sneezing my life away......
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okkk...i am finally back after spiders* are crawling around my blog already yea? hah! Well..lots of interesting stuffs took place but i never one time post it up..think such stuffs are better if kept to myself.. :D hmmm...nothing much happened today..just looking forward to monday as i can go out once again!!! YEAH!! haha! seems like my mum kinda forgetten that she dont want me to go out that often!! hah! Going out with my 'boyfriend'!! hahaha!! *note the ' '* heehee..Wonder where shld we go? orchard is too boring..mmm..*ponder*...well..well...seems like today isnt the day for me...my violin string got loose, the peg too cant tune it back so now its out of tune!! aargh!!! My 'dear' nephew never failed to piss me off! Whine and whine and whine again...wants everything to be in the way he wants it to be...cant stand him!! well...too bad, he is just a baby...no matter how we yell or shout at him..i doubt he will understand...
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(Comin At You...)
Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is "how could you ignore it?"
And drop right back in the cut
over basement tracks and rap stack got you backing us up
Like..Rewind that!
We're just rollin' with the rhythm,
rise from the ashes of stylist division
With these non-stop lyrics and life living,
not to be forgotten, but still unforgiven
But in the meantime, there are those
who wanna talk this and that, so I suppose
that it gets to a point where feelings got to get hurt,
and get dirty with the people spreading the dirt. It goes...
Tried to give you warning, but everyone ignores me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
Called to you so clearly, but you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Hand full of anger, Held in my chest
And everything left's a waste of time,
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else's more
I'm riding on the back of this pressure,
guessing that it's better, I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on,
the pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the blood, sweat and tears,
the uphill struggle over years, the fear and
Trash talking and the people it was to,
and the people that started it, just like you
Tried to give you warning, but everyone ignores me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
Called to you so clearly, but you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Hand full of anger, Held in my chest
Uphill struggle, blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain, everything to fear
Heart full of pain, head full of stress
Hand full of anger, Held in my chest
Uphill struggle, blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain, everything to fear
Heart full of pain...
Tried to give you warning, but everyone ignores me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
Called to you so clearly, but you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Nobody's listening
Hand full of anger, Held in my chest
Nobody's listening
Uphill struggle, blood, sweat and tears
Nobody's listening
Nothing to gain, everything to fear
Nobody's listening
(Comin at you from every side...)
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ok..this entry is going to be a realy cool one..i think... one of my friend..as usual..wont say who..but..if he read it..he will know it as it is very obvious.. ;)
Its actually smses..and the words inside it mostly start with the same alpahbet! cool huh? so..as i told him that i am gonna write it down..i doubt i will but i will post it here! :)
here goes...
for 'C':
The most common of the commoners in the canal congregate for the conquest to try to conquer the world. Coming to every contours of every country... (actually..thats from pinky and the brain..haha!!)
for 'D':
Dawn is drawn and death lurks the defiled land. The living dread as the dawn of the dead drawns yet closer. dirt sweeps across the desolate land and yet a new doe is born.
going to stop at two first...not in the mood to type out all...so..think i will do it next time... :D some people have a good command in english!! how i envy them... :'(
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YEAH!!!finally i found a layout which i am deeply in love with..haha! Its a LINKIN PARK layout!! YEAH!! so happy!! haha...though i have to admit its not very nice..but..better than nothing lah.. :D its for the meteora cover..nvm..just bear with that for the time being..i believe that i will find one that is nicer!! maybe..can attempt to make one myself...but..doubt its possible... o well..better change it now!! heehee.. :D be back shortly...
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Think its kinda dumb for me to publish my blod before i put everything into place first..but..luckily! its almost done already..phew!! But..after everything is all done..i dont think its very nice...a little too girlish...ok..so what if i am a girl? but..too much can be...eeeewwwwww!!! haha! I am determine to change it...soon! cant sick to this lay out for too long...will freak out!!heehee...well..so..just wait and see!!! :D
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Finally..after so many days..i am back here once again to blog..I am still wondering how do some people manage to blog every single day? Its kinda impossible for me to do so...o well... got back my report book a few days back and it is terrible!!! Got scolded 2 times by both my parents..got barred from going out!! :( devasted!!! Thought that i might still get an A1 for my bio..ok..i got it but with my CA and stuffs..i got pulled down all the way to a B4!!! 3 grades different!!! aaargh!! My room is in a terrible mess...got to clear it soon before the 19th..heex..the 11 ppl better remember whats going on eh..heehee..ok..the next part..is specially for my dear friend cum sister(you should know who you are);) :
Ok..i didnt post this on ur tag board cos its far too long so here goes..
Know you since pri3...
we became really close in sec1...
One thing for sure, there are conflicts between us once in a while...
but..it always turn peaceful...
We shared secrets...
Whenever you fell in love with someone...
you are extremely devoted...
regardless of how they treated you...
I admire you for you determination...
You manages you time well...
you never make our big group of friends feel neglected...
After all those things mentioned above...
You are definitely one of a kind... ;)
but..you shld never allow a guy to bring you down...
you shld know who i am referring to...
no offence...
but...if a guy is treating you badly...
why still bother him?
DUMP him...
okok..it all boils down to one-self...
does it means that this phrase- 'love is blind' is true???
well well...it really depends on yourself...
just remeber not to get distracted that easily...
shall end here...
take care
god bless
:D
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well..well..well..this is the 1st time i am serious abt starting a blog..seems like everybody is having one..everybody is using it..its no longer a stranger thing to anyone...of course..having a blog will have its pros and cons..ok..i am not gonna elaborate on that..
Today..2nd day of the pos-exams actvities..how boring can life get? Sing songs..watch korean movie..talk talk and talk..its like...AARGH! so boring..!! shldn't we be out in the fields running? playing? jumping?? I think we shld get a life! instead of sitting inside the hall and listen to some things which we dont have much control over..its just so boring..! sigh~
well..dont know how to continue any further..devasted!! sigh~ gonna grumble my day away..will try not to over-do it.. :P
shall stop here for the day and hopefully i will rmb to post again..haha.. :D
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